Death in Love Edit

A face that you've been staring at for your entire life,

A few minutes? I'll be right down.

A great leader of the ******* people.

A real agency that represents real clients.

A&m?

About acting classes if he's so...

About everything.

About hanging out with the old ones,

About hanging out with young girls.

About how you miss being old again.

About setting an operation there.

About what?

Absorbed most of the explosion,

Actors and models agency.

Actually booked some jobs off of some calls I made.

Actually I got thrown for a second there.

After taking only a few classes from this man.

After the raking over I gave you in that class.

After the war,

After you talk for so long, man, it makes my ears bleed.

Ah, I feel like I'm in high school.

Ah, Mormon.

All of you.

All right, I'll take them out. I'll take them out.

All right, that's enough.

All right?

All right.

All right.

All right.

All right.

All right. Well, follow me.

All the guys chased you?

Also some mashed potatoes.

Although you'd have something different to be depressed about,

Although, if I were you, I would feel guiltier

An ingrained instinct at this point.

An old friend of your mother's died.

And all your instincts, your training,

And bring their clients with them

And end it yourself,

And every day it doesn't,

And for you, with your figure,

And freaked out about everything all the time.

And gained nothing.

And get close to her,

And get out of mom and dad's.

And gradually slave my way up.

And had your fun.

And have gotten nothing.

And he freaks out if he goes

And he stays.

And he was going to kill himself

And I also made some extra chicken.

And I can drop by afterwards when I'm done.

And I don't think he's been out with a girl

And I have a feeling they're the type

And I hung up the phone.

And I just couldn't help but notice you.

And I keep waiting for the sky to fall on my head,

And I was being groomed for a high place in the church,

And I was mad at first,

And I wasn't expecting anybody.

And I... look, I know I gave you some shit about it,

And if anything's unnecessarily cruel, that was it.

And if she feels fucked over afterwards,

And if you let me know what you'd like to eat,

And if you're looking to be a supermodel,

And it just makes me feel even worse.

And it works both ways.

And it's a curse,

And it's got to be up front.

And it's nice to see you again.

And it's up to you to take advantage of that fear;

And jolted by excitement every time you come near her.

And makes plans with them.

And maybe one of us is talking

And my mom took my sister and me to live in Vancouver,

And nobody's been sent out. I want answers.

And only if...

And put it there.

And s... I don't mean to be rude,

And secondly, she's gonna kick and scream

And she reminds you that you're old

And she said she wanted to see the mothers

And she... she wouldn't stop talking to me.

And she's just gonna fucking stare at me through it

And she's really on edge.

And tell me that I was going to be

And tell you that you will lose everything and gain nothing,

And that your old shell is still taking up space

And the pain of realizing how empty it all is

And the person you once were

And the woman in your hands is young,

And then she started talking to me.

And then when he tries to be nice to her

And they're just sitting there

And we can say, 'hey, it's a crap shoot out there.

And we just helped her keep them that way.

And we'll always want you.

And what he doesn't know doesn't really matter anyway.

And when she realizes she's been fucked over there,

And women are just drawn to him naturally.

And you can bring a tape of your music over,

And you feel young and alive

And you just kind of go with it.

And you know what?

And you know why?

And you know, if you get enough girls working around here,

And you look up from your hand into the mirror

And you realize that even your own hands

And you remember that the face is yours,

And you see a face that you recognize,

And you shook me up.

And you should look around the group,

And you wonder what the point is,

And you'd still be complaining

And you'll go stay at your brother's place without it?

And you're afraid of catching it.

And you're clearly very vocal

And you're dropping existential philosophy on them,

And you're not?

And you're standing in front of a bunch

And... I don't know. I just lost it.

Anoint it? Appoint it?

Any more than you did when you were young.

Anytime you want to wear it.

Anyway, this rabbi would pull me aside

Anyways, from the moment they got ahold of me,

Are we gonna have to spend more?

Are you fucking him?

Are you fucking me?

Are you going somewhere?

Are you gonna leave this house

Are you seeing anyone?

Are you so lacking in imagination...

Are you talking just to fill up your ears

Aren't necessarily planning on doing something like this.

Aren't really yours anymore.

Aren't you coming with me?

Aren't you sick of this bullshit?

As firefighters made a second sweep.

At least I keep it at home, where it belongs.

At least they get something out of it, right?

Baryshnikov.

BBB? What?

Be in a position to get your own place.

Be in a position to get your own place.

Be it a queen or a clown,

Because getting older doesn't make you

Because guilt is supposed to be something that **** feel.

Because I brought the two of you in together.

Because I imagine that they have enough shit to deal with

Because it lacks even

Because she isn't being sent out,

Because she kept her expectations low all along,

Because things here are kept low key.

Because we are terrified of our own emptiness.

Because you can still smell youth's sweetness,

Because you'll see a lot of girls just like you,

Because you're boring.

Before I met your father.

Before Paris.

Being old's got nothing to do with it.

Belching out air.

Better business bureau.

Break it in?

But acting's a really... It's a tough profession, okay?

But after two weeks,

But are feeding off it like some kind of vampire.

But at least they'll feel

But first I wanted to say a few words to you as a group.

But here's a list of photographers

But I don't know, I just...

But I finally told him I don't want to see him anymore

But I guess it's like

But I wouldn't recommend them.

But I'll come back here, and I'll kill you.

But I'll tell you, it's worth it in the long run.

But I'm gonna go.

But I'm just not ready yet.

But I'm living hand to mouth right now.

But if we decide to work with you,

But if you're gonna pressure me about girls and about going out,

But it's because I was kind of shocked.

But it's better than living in hell.

But it's different.

But it's not so much fun being young

But it's, like, this complicated procedure,

But mostly I feel like I'm living in a dream.

But no.

But nothing's worse

But our cut should be nice.

But sometimes we don't want to fix things.

But that its life is almost gone.

But that won't be for a while.

But the older you get,

But the sky still doesn't fall.

But then his mother called one night, crying,

But then I realized that you were right...

But these guys I'm talking about, they're young too,

But they're fighting all the time.

But this is something we both want.

But to start her day,

But we need your help if we're going to solve these crimes.

But we work hard, and we like where we are.

But we're for real. I promise

But who cares? It's their life.

But who have a special something

But why do they have to move it now?

But you give me nothing.

But you have no idea who you are anymore.

But you know it isn't yours.

But you know, I broke,

But you should still

But you're hitting her right where she lives.

But you're not sorry.

But...

But...

By helping you lower your expectations.

By the sluggish torpor of her muscles;

C'est pas normal.

Calm down.

Can fuck everything up so badly.

Can I talk to the manager?

Can't you just stop it?

Can't you say anything else?

Cash and experience and talent.

Click!

Click!

Click!

Come on all ready, we're late!

Come on, enough with that already.

Come on, why are you wearing those pants, then?

Come on, you got me here waiting 15 minutes already.

Come on.

Come, let them do their work. Here. Here.

Cook yams and potatoes for you all the time.

Could you just wait downstairs for five minutes?

Could you wait here for a minute?

Could you wait here for a minute?

Crash!

Crashing on the pavement.

Crawl into a closet and lock the door.

Credit?

Crunch!

Dad will take me.

Dad?

Dad?

Daily rates only.

Did he say anything or give you any indication

Did something change around here?

Did something happen to your hand?

Did you do this to yourself?

Did you express these sentiments to...

Did you say... Do you speak French, or...

Did you tell our boss about it yet?

Did you...

Do I? She's like, wild.

Do something so you can get the hell out of there.

Do you have any acting experience?

Do you have to talk about it like that?

Do you hear me?

Do you hear me? I am not going to feed you.

Do you know the man playing that piano in there?

Do you really want to dignify

Do you want me to go?

Do you want to fix this?

Does anybody need to use the bathroom?

Doesn't look like it.

Doesn't seem like a very good reason to marry someone.

Doesn't work out and you can't pay it back?

Don't go.

Don't touch it, mom!

Don't touch me!

Don't touch me!

Don't touch me. Leave me alone!

Don't you think she should take the acting class?

Don't you want to make love?

Don't...

Don't... don't worry. I'm not weird;

Equal in what?

Even guys with money.

Even if it's just for a moment

Even though in our heart of hearts,

Even youth that's thrilled by the novelty of you.

Every time I have a girl in there under 30.

Everyone wants to know what it is.

Everything comes so effortlessly for him

Everything he does is so effortless.

Everything is just a dream.

Everything's okay.

Exactly. Okay.

Except the knowledge that you've lost everything

Excuse me?

Excuse me?

Excuse me.

Feel the spring of muscles under her taut skin,

Feels a million Miles away,

Feels the need to lecture me about myself.

Finding something real

First go give your mother a good morning kiss.

Firstly, it's cruel.

Firstly, that girl that you're so worked up about,

Fix it!

Fix it!

Fix it! Fix it!

Fix it! Fix your room!

Fix your room!

Fix your room!

Fix your room!

For a pretty ridiculous rate.

For a taxi.

For a while, it wasn't safe to walk down the streets of Paris

For all your fucking sins.

For eternity,

For fear of all the broken hearted boys

For saying a few words back

For the outside door.

For what?

For you to get your shit together,

From some idiotic script

From state to state, from city to city

From state to state, from city to city

From the bedroom to the kitchen for a snack.

Fuck dad.

Get off.

Get off.

Get out in the world and make a living.

Get out of here. No.

Get out of there and come stay here.

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out!

Get the fuck out!

Get the fuck out.

Get...

Girls who aren't necessarily going to be supermodels

Girls with the freshest faces, like yourself,

Give her a spin on the floor.

Give her the chance to believe she can cash in

Give it a go for a few weeks, thank you for coming.

Give me nothing.

Give me something here, will you?

Give us nothing,

Go ahead and pass those around.

Go by yourself, get dad to take you,

God could reverse your age back 20 years,

Goddamn it! Stop saying that.

Good morning. This is your wake up call.

Great. That sounds great.

Guys have been falling over her all her life,

Guys, could you just... I'm sorry.

Have made you too afraid to pull the trigger

Haven't you even been listening to me?

He asked me to marry him every day.

He can get me a legitimate agency license.

He could start playing that piano in there,

He doesn't eat.

He doesn't want to let them move the piano.

He just graduated law school.

He needed to prove that he would never leave me,

He promised us.

He reminds me of you.

He said the salmon would be enough.

He shouldn't even be living here.

He starts bitching about how long it takes to walk

He wanted me to marry him.

He was found gassed in his apartment.

He was incredibly handsome when we met.

He was very handsome.

He won't leave me alone!

He won't leave me.

He works at the FDC upstate.

He's been busy.

He's been so weak.

He's better now, but you don't see him.

He's not here right now.

He's on commission,

He's still handsome.

He's weak because you let him get away with being weak.

He's young.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Help me? She left me.

Help the real you come out.

Help you be comfortable in auditions, make an impression.

Here she is.

Here you go.

Here.

Herein.

Hey, bro.

Hey, I saw your new headshots, by the way.

Hey, it's me. I don't have keys anymore.

Hey, what's going on?

Hey, where'd that move come from?

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey. Hey, it's all right.

Hi, how are you?

Hi.

Hi. Hi.

Hide it. Keep it to yourself.

Hmm.

Honest or self destructive?

Hoping for some stupid modeling job

How about you?

How am I being spared?

How come we didn't know about this?

How could you do this to yourself?

How long are you gonna do this for, huh?

How long are you gonna keep torturing her?

How long are you gonna let him emotionally blackmail you?

How long has it been since you last worked?

How long have we been doing this shit, huh?

How long have we known each other?

How long have you been here?

How many fucking times do we have to go through this?

How radiant you look tending to your son.

How ridiculous?

How's that doing me a favor?

How's that?

I always stay here monthly.

I am awake.

I am awake.

I am doing you a fucking favor.

I am not going to see him.

I am the manager.

I believe that it will.

I bet you sounded exactly the same when you were 14,

I can give her a kiss.

I can make it for you.

I can make it just the two of us.

I can't believe you guys haven't taken an acting class.

I can't do it ever again.

I can't even believe you'd talk to me

I can't live like this.

I can't make it tonight.

I can't see you anymore. That's it.

I can't!

I can't.

I can't.

I carry the load every fucking day,

I carry the load for all of you.

I couldn't help but notice what a great mother you are.

I did.

I didn't care.

I didn't care.

I didn't even believe in God.

I didn't even know I was doing it.

I didn't go fishing for her, okay?

I didn't quit.

I didn't say anything, but she wasn't for you.

I didn't swear, and no girls.

I didn't swear, and no girls.

I don't care how smart you are, how interesting you are,

I don't care how terrible that monster is,

I don't dance.

I don't even know who I am.

I don't get it.

I don't give a shit.

I don't know a goddamn thing.

I don't know anything anymore.

I don't know how much I trust them.

I don't know if you remember,

I don't know what I'll do.

I don't know whether to be pissed or happy

I don't know, around 7:00?

I don't know, she wanted to talk to you.

I don't know; Maybe he's managing some other hotel.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know. I don't know.

I don't need your love.

I don't remember.

I don't tend to scope out new clients on the street,

I don't think she's had sex with dad since you were born.

I don't understand how four people

I don't understand it.

I don't understand this family.

I don't understand.

I don't want anything from you

I don't want to do other things.

I eat two yams!

I eat two yams. Two!

I feel like I can relax.

I got caught up, and it...

I got to get going.

I guess I got a little comfortable,

I guess I notice that 'cause of my work.

I had this rabbi who ran the yeshive

I have a meeting at 8:00.

I have some mashed potatoes from yesterday.

I have this friend from school.

I haven't been with that many girls.

I haven't.

I heard you were gonna teach

I heard your spiel out there, by the way,

I just can't deal with mom and dad.

I just can't deal with them...

I just can't.

I just couldn't help notice

I just couldn't...

I just did it.

I just lost it.

I just want to make love to you.

I just wanted to say I'm so sorry.

I just...

I just... I don't think that's me.

I kiss her,

I know 14 year old girls who sound like you do.

I know of an eight room suite on Broadway

I know you cooked and everything,

I know, but I don't know what to do.

I know; Half the city of Paris was after you.

I left him.

I let myself in.

I love the one with the motorcycle.

I made you a soup, and I have salmon and a green salad.

I mean, he's 35 years old,

I mean, he's got these crazy compulsive eating habits.

I mean, he's not cocky about it either.

I mean, he's not cocky about it either.

I mean, I... I can't deal with them moving the piano.

I mean, I'm staying at this woman's place anyway.

I mean, if I promise a girl the moon,

I mean, if you...

I mean, people who have an inner shine

I mean, the way you acted,

I mean, the world's crawling with Asian...

I mean, they put on a show when you come over,

I mean, they're not getting along,

I mean, you're up there, you've got all that gripping oratory,

I mean, your muscles are still there and everything,

I might have a stake in some stale company.

I must extend my reservation.

I need to make love to you.

I needed his.

I never needed your love.

I personally have two girls out at an audition right now,

I remember everything.

I see him. I'm here, aren't I?

I see.

I should go.

I still have that beautiful jacket I bought for you.

I still, to this day, have no idea

I think it's great.

I think it's time we moved on to a new business model.

I think you always felt that I needed something,

I think you guys would do really well with it.

I thought you were the one handing out favors.

I told her, he can kill himself if he wants to.

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix your room before I came back!

I tried. I... I'm sorry.

I used to take classes myself.

I used to think so.

I want to be the first to...

I want to make love to you.

I want to make love to you.

I want to make some eye contact,

I wanted my freedom.

I was afraid.

I was in love,

I was so sure you'd tell her.

I was the only nonreligious kid in my class.

I was with someone a long time ago,

I wasn't going to share while you sat on your ass

I went to when I was a kid.

I won't be here.

I would feel guilty about hanging out with my friends,

I would go into a room,

I would say you're in love with the sound of your own voice

I wouldn't say a lot. We hang out occasionally.

I wouldn't want to rock the boat.

I'd like to take a room for the month.

I'd love to hear one of your compositions one of these days.

I'd suggest full body shots as well.

I'll be gone by the time you wake up...

I'll be in your neighborhood,

I'll kill you!

I'll kill you.

I'll play it for you later. I can't wait.

I'll show you. I don't i don't...

I'll sleep on the couch.

I'll take my happiness.

I'll take my pain.

I'll tell my brother that you came by.

I'll tell you the worst part about getting old.

I'm alive.

I'm alive.

I'm an agent with a&m,

I'm getting the movers back up here.

I'm going crazy.

I'm going to mom and dad's.

I'm gonna be late for school.

I'm gonna go to the bathroom.

I'm gonna start the carrots now, mom.

I'm gonna use it myself if I ever give one of those.

I'm good with special diets,

I'm just practicing.

I'm just sorry, all right?

I'm just taking out a loan.

I'm just telling you I'm taking out a loan.

I'm just telling you this in the interest of honesty.

I'm just... I'm doing this...

I'm just... I'm saying that while you can still stay here,

I'm moving back to mom and dad's.

I'm not going to feed you!

I'm not promising you anything.

I'm not trying to pick you up.

I'm not working.

I'm seeing our son for dinner

I'm sick of it, all right

I'm sorry to come over so late,

I'm sorry, but now isn't such a good time to...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. You're sorry?

I'm sure it... Yeah, yeah

I'm sure the salmon...

I'm sure you knew a lot of handsome men.

I'm telling you I'm sorry, and you saying I'm not

I'm tired of doing other things.

I'm... I know.

I've been trying to work up the courage to return her gaze.

I've got a meeting going on in there.

I've never heard that much self hatred before.

I've never seen you like this.

I've seen the way she looks at you.

Ice queen, with that temper?

If I can demonstrate I have a real setup,

If I were you.

If in no one else's.

If she was, I guess she'd be here, huh?

If that's what you're looking for,

If the salmon isn't enough.

If there's something wrong,

If we want it to be fixed.

If you cook all these, you're gonna have to throw them out.

If you didn't sound like you fucking hate yourself.

If you didn't sound like you fucking hate yourself.

If you have a secret,

If you have no secrets,

If you're interested in doing some modeling work,

If you're just here to get a few photos taken,

If you're truly committed,

Il y a quelqu'un pour vous a l'appareil.

In another lifetime.

In her breath,

In some ways, yeah.

In the event it doesn't work out,

In the morning, she needs a kiss from your big brother.

In the muscles under her skin.

In the part of herself that she trusted in the most,

In the sweet perfume of her sweat,

In, like, every single way,

Into your own trembling, weakening hands.

Is everything all right?

Is gonna add up to something good later,

Is he a homosexual?

Is he a new partner?

Is he fucking you?

Is he sick?

Is it fear?

Is looking at me like gazing into the abyss?

Is that what you wanted to have dinner to talk to me about,

Is that your piano?

Is there something maybe I can help you guys with?

Isn't gonna change that I'm sorry.

Isn't he staying with...

Isn't it?

It becomes part of who we are, and we all despise ourselves.

It doesn't change.

It doesn't work out for her,

It hurts too much... Stop.

It just can't be this loud out here.

It just makes me feel like everything I knew is a lie.

It made me feel guilty every goddamn day of my life.

It might cost a little something extra at first,

It might not be a bad idea

It might not be what you want them to feel,

It takes a while to...

It'll be really good for you.

It'll probably be good for a month or two,

It's all right, I'll give you a lesson.

It's already in?

It's because you won't eat. Why won't you eat?

It's been a long day.

It's been too long.

It's been too long.

It's boring.

It's fine.

It's fine.

It's for you.

It's getting lectured by kids

It's getting lectured by kids who think they know everything.

It's gonna help you channel some of that anger.

It's important to keep working.

It's just... it's just right here.

It's kind of a mess right now

It's like a disease.

It's like a sword hanging over my head.

It's like he knows everything

It's like I have to push things a little bit further.

It's like you never even talked to a woman before.

It's me.

It's not a competition, is it?

It's not a fucking trick.

It's not like I did anything terrible to you.

It's not so bad. That's nice.

It's okay, I just put too many yams on.

It's okay.

It's public domain.

It's right around the corner.

It's right through there, yeah.

It's scary,

It's scary.

It's so much less work.

It's so pathetic.

It's the truth.

It's this whole thing.

It's too soon. It's too soon.

It's too soon. It's too soon.

It's waiting in your father's closet

It's what we don't know...

It's worse, really,

Jesus Christ, you look better than my brother.

Jesus Christ.

Jesus, this will steady the boat.

Jesus, what's wrong with your hand?

******* guilt.