You know I'd really rather not. I'm sorry You know that. And I have no excuse. So then why Why'd you do it. You know I'm just really fucked up. I'm like a defective model. And you don't know that. Until you've been around me a while. You know some days I wake up. And I just feel so flat out fucked. That I'll do anything to feel different. Lizzie when we're together you're fine. You're fun you're I'm faking it. Well everybody does that. Not like me.

Description: A young woman struggles with depression during her first year at Harvard.

Cast:
Elizabeth: Christina Ricci
Rafe: Jason Biggs
Dr. Sterling: Anne Heche
Ruby: Michelle Williams
Noah: Jonathan Rhys Meyers
Mrs. Wurtzel: Jessica Lange
Sam: Jesse Moss
Donald: Nicholas Campbell
Elizabeth at 12: Zoe Miller
Grandmother: Sheila Paterson
Mister Cool: Rob Freeman
Waitress: Nicole Parker
Julia: Frida Betrani
Nurse: Klodyne Rodney
Rolling Stone Editor: Ian Tracey
Mrs. Edelman: Wendy Noel
Lecturer: Tom Kent
Mrs. Stevenson: Christine Anton
Sheryl: Cindy Lentol
Geeky Mom: Paula Plum
Geeky Dad: Paul Hoover
Announcer: Tammy Bentz
Ellen: Emily Perkins
Amy: Maddy Capozzi
Grandfather: Claude De Martino
Mugger: Charles Andre
Purse Snatcher: Mike Mitchell
Student: Jennifer Rappo
Dr. Isaacs: Charles Siegel
Lou Reed: Lou Reed
Khalil: Charles Singh
Ruby's Roommate: Chiara Zanni
Warren: Steve Basilone
Harvard Student: Jack Fleischer
Frat Guy: Josh Mead
Professor: Alma Martinez
Law Student: Todd Poudrier
Self: Ronald Reagan
Harvard Undergrad: Ron Truppa

Written by: Elizabeth Wurtzel, Galt Niederhoffer, Frank Deasy

Director: Erik Skjoldbjærg

Production: Millennium Media

Release date: 13 Jun 2003