I think it was pride.

And at his touch, the reborn shall be en… This isn't something you gave up, it's s… To meld the two halves of the sacred med… Jesus, Rita. Can you imagine what'll happen if Jennin… We've got the feeds from mass transit. Marker reached. I was this close to him. Stop wasting time, Jessica. Hey, Jennings wouldn't find it any faste… Come, come here. Who's doing what? I lost my wife and my son, everything, j… Give up three years of my life? I know what you're thinking, John.