Death in Love Edit

A face that you've been staring at for your entire life,

A few minutes? I'll be right down.

A great leader of the ******* people.

A real agency that represents real clients.

A&m?

About acting classes if he's so...

About everything.

About hanging out with the old ones,

About hanging out with young girls.

About how you miss being old again.

About setting an operation there.

About what?

Absorbed most of the explosion,

Actors and models agency.

Actually booked some jobs off of some calls I made.

Actually I got thrown for a second there.

After taking only a few classes from this man.

After the raking over I gave you in that class.

After the war,

After you talk for so long, man, it makes my ears bleed.

Ah, I feel like I'm in high school.

Ah, Mormon.

All of you.

All right, I'll take them out. I'll take them out.

All right, that's enough.

All right?

All right.

All right.

All right.

All right.

All right. Well, follow me.

All the guys chased you?

Also some mashed potatoes.

Although you'd have something different to be depressed about,

Although, if I were you, I would feel guiltier

An ingrained instinct at this point.

An old friend of your mother's died.

And all your instincts, your training,

And bring their clients with them

And end it yourself,

And every day it doesn't,

And for you, with your figure,

And freaked out about everything all the time.

And gained nothing.

And get close to her,

And get out of mom and dad's.

And gradually slave my way up.

And had your fun.

And have gotten nothing.

And he freaks out if he goes

And he stays.

And he was going to kill himself

And I also made some extra chicken.

And I can drop by afterwards when I'm done.

And I don't think he's been out with a girl

And I have a feeling they're the type

And I hung up the phone.

And I just couldn't help but notice you.

And I keep waiting for the sky to fall on my head,

And I was being groomed for a high place in the church,

And I was mad at first,

And I wasn't expecting anybody.

And I... look, I know I gave you some shit about it,

And if anything's unnecessarily cruel, that was it.

And if she feels fucked over afterwards,

And if you let me know what you'd like to eat,

And if you're looking to be a supermodel,

And it just makes me feel even worse.

And it works both ways.

And it's a curse,

And it's got to be up front.

And it's nice to see you again.

And it's up to you to take advantage of that fear;

And jolted by excitement every time you come near her.

And makes plans with them.

And maybe one of us is talking

And my mom took my sister and me to live in Vancouver,

And nobody's been sent out. I want answers.

And only if...

And put it there.

And s... I don't mean to be rude,

And secondly, she's gonna kick and scream

And she reminds you that you're old

And she said she wanted to see the mothers

And she... she wouldn't stop talking to me.

And she's just gonna fucking stare at me through it

And she's really on edge.

And tell me that I was going to be

And tell you that you will lose everything and gain nothing,

And that your old shell is still taking up space

And the pain of realizing how empty it all is

And the person you once were

And the woman in your hands is young,

And then she started talking to me.

And then when he tries to be nice to her

And they're just sitting there

And we can say, 'hey, it's a crap shoot out there.

And we just helped her keep them that way.

And we'll always want you.

And what he doesn't know doesn't really matter anyway.

And when she realizes she's been fucked over there,

And women are just drawn to him naturally.

And you can bring a tape of your music over,

And you feel young and alive

And you just kind of go with it.

And you know what?

And you know why?

And you know, if you get enough girls working around here,

And you look up from your hand into the mirror

And you realize that even your own hands

And you remember that the face is yours,

And you see a face that you recognize,

And you shook me up.

And you should look around the group,

And you wonder what the point is,

And you'd still be complaining

And you'll go stay at your brother's place without it?

And you're afraid of catching it.

And you're clearly very vocal

And you're dropping existential philosophy on them,

And you're not?

And you're standing in front of a bunch

And... I don't know. I just lost it.

Anoint it? Appoint it?

Any more than you did when you were young.

Anytime you want to wear it.

Anyway, this rabbi would pull me aside

Anyways, from the moment they got ahold of me,

Are we gonna have to spend more?

Are you fucking him?

Are you fucking me?

Are you going somewhere?

Are you gonna leave this house

Are you seeing anyone?

Are you so lacking in imagination...

Are you talking just to fill up your ears

Aren't necessarily planning on doing something like this.

Aren't really yours anymore.

Aren't you coming with me?

Aren't you sick of this bullshit?

As firefighters made a second sweep.

At least I keep it at home, where it belongs.

At least they get something out of it, right?

Baryshnikov.

BBB? What?

Be in a position to get your own place.

Be in a position to get your own place.

Be it a queen or a clown,

Because getting older doesn't make you

Because guilt is supposed to be something that **** feel.

Because I brought the two of you in together.

Because I imagine that they have enough shit to deal with

Because it lacks even

Because she isn't being sent out,

Because she kept her expectations low all along,

Because things here are kept low key.

Because we are terrified of our own emptiness.

Because you can still smell youth's sweetness,

Because you'll see a lot of girls just like you,

Because you're boring.

Before I met your father.

Before Paris.

Being old's got nothing to do with it.

Belching out air.

Better business bureau.

Break it in?

But acting's a really... It's a tough profession, okay?

But after two weeks,

But are feeding off it like some kind of vampire.

But at least they'll feel

But first I wanted to say a few words to you as a group.

But here's a list of photographers

But I don't know, I just...

But I finally told him I don't want to see him anymore

But I guess it's like

But I wouldn't recommend them.

But I'll come back here, and I'll kill you.

But I'll tell you, it's worth it in the long run.

But I'm gonna go.

But I'm just not ready yet.

But I'm living hand to mouth right now.

But if we decide to work with you,

But if you're gonna pressure me about girls and about going out,

But it's because I was kind of shocked.

But it's better than living in hell.

But it's different.

But it's not so much fun being young

But it's, like, this complicated procedure,

But mostly I feel like I'm living in a dream.

But no.

But nothing's worse

But our cut should be nice.

But sometimes we don't want to fix things.

But that its life is almost gone.

But that won't be for a while.

But the older you get,

But the sky still doesn't fall.

But then his mother called one night, crying,

But then I realized that you were right...

But these guys I'm talking about, they're young too,

But they're fighting all the time.

But this is something we both want.

But to start her day,

But we need your help if we're going to solve these crimes.

But we work hard, and we like where we are.

But we're for real. I promise

But who cares? It's their life.

But who have a special something

But why do they have to move it now?

But you give me nothing.

But you have no idea who you are anymore.

But you know it isn't yours.

But you know, I broke,

But you should still

But you're hitting her right where she lives.

But you're not sorry.

But...

But...

By helping you lower your expectations.

By the sluggish torpor of her muscles;

C'est pas normal.

Calm down.

Can fuck everything up so badly.

Can I talk to the manager?

Can't you just stop it?

Can't you say anything else?

Cash and experience and talent.

Click!

Click!

Click!

Come on all ready, we're late!

Come on, enough with that already.

Come on, why are you wearing those pants, then?

Come on, you got me here waiting 15 minutes already.

Come on.

Come, let them do their work. Here. Here.

Cook yams and potatoes for you all the time.

Could you just wait downstairs for five minutes?

Could you wait here for a minute?

Could you wait here for a minute?

Crash!

Crashing on the pavement.

Crawl into a closet and lock the door.

Credit?

Crunch!

Dad will take me.

Dad?

Dad?

Daily rates only.

Did he say anything or give you any indication

Did something change around here?

Did something happen to your hand?

Did you do this to yourself?

Did you express these sentiments to...

Did you say... Do you speak French, or...

Did you tell our boss about it yet?

Did you...

Do I? She's like, wild.

Do something so you can get the hell out of there.

Do you have any acting experience?

Do you have to talk about it like that?

Do you hear me?

Do you hear me? I am not going to feed you.

Do you know the man playing that piano in there?

Do you really want to dignify

Do you want me to go?

Do you want to fix this?

Does anybody need to use the bathroom?

Doesn't look like it.

Doesn't seem like a very good reason to marry someone.

Doesn't work out and you can't pay it back?

Don't go.

Don't touch it, mom!

Don't touch me!

Don't touch me!

Don't touch me. Leave me alone!

Don't you think she should take the acting class?

Don't you want to make love?

Don't...

Don't... don't worry. I'm not weird;

Equal in what?

Even guys with money.

Even if it's just for a moment

Even though in our heart of hearts,

Even youth that's thrilled by the novelty of you.

Every time I have a girl in there under 30.

Everyone wants to know what it is.

Everything comes so effortlessly for him

Everything he does is so effortless.

Everything is just a dream.

Everything's okay.

Exactly. Okay.

Except the knowledge that you've lost everything

Excuse me?

Excuse me?

Excuse me.

Feel the spring of muscles under her taut skin,

Feels a million Miles away,

Feels the need to lecture me about myself.

Finding something real

First go give your mother a good morning kiss.

Firstly, it's cruel.

Firstly, that girl that you're so worked up about,

Fix it!

Fix it!

Fix it! Fix it!

Fix it! Fix your room!

Fix your room!

Fix your room!

Fix your room!

For a pretty ridiculous rate.

For a taxi.

For a while, it wasn't safe to walk down the streets of Paris

For all your fucking sins.

For eternity,

For fear of all the broken hearted boys

For saying a few words back

For the outside door.

For what?

For you to get your shit together,

From some idiotic script

From state to state, from city to city

From state to state, from city to city

From the bedroom to the kitchen for a snack.

Fuck dad.

Get off.

Get off.

Get out in the world and make a living.

Get out of here. No.

Get out of there and come stay here.

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out of here!

Get the fuck out!

Get the fuck out!

Get the fuck out.

Get...

Girls who aren't necessarily going to be supermodels

Girls with the freshest faces, like yourself,

Give her a spin on the floor.

Give her the chance to believe she can cash in

Give it a go for a few weeks, thank you for coming.

Give me nothing.

Give me something here, will you?

Give us nothing,

Go ahead and pass those around.

Go by yourself, get dad to take you,

God could reverse your age back 20 years,

Goddamn it! Stop saying that.

Good morning. This is your wake up call.

Great. That sounds great.

Guys have been falling over her all her life,

Guys, could you just... I'm sorry.

Have made you too afraid to pull the trigger

Haven't you even been listening to me?

He asked me to marry him every day.

He can get me a legitimate agency license.

He could start playing that piano in there,

He doesn't eat.

He doesn't want to let them move the piano.

He just graduated law school.

He needed to prove that he would never leave me,

He promised us.

He reminds me of you.

He said the salmon would be enough.

He shouldn't even be living here.

He starts bitching about how long it takes to walk

He wanted me to marry him.

He was found gassed in his apartment.

He was incredibly handsome when we met.

He was very handsome.

He won't leave me alone!

He won't leave me.

He works at the FDC upstate.

He's been busy.

He's been so weak.

He's better now, but you don't see him.

He's not here right now.

He's on commission,

He's still handsome.

He's weak because you let him get away with being weak.

He's young.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Help me? She left me.

Help the real you come out.

Help you be comfortable in auditions, make an impression.

Here she is.

Here you go.

Here.

Herein.

Hey, bro.

Hey, I saw your new headshots, by the way.

Hey, it's me. I don't have keys anymore.

Hey, what's going on?

Hey, where'd that move come from?

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey. Hey, it's all right.

Hi, how are you?

Hi.

Hi. Hi.

Hide it. Keep it to yourself.

Hmm.

Honest or self destructive?

Hoping for some stupid modeling job

How about you?

How am I being spared?

How come we didn't know about this?

How could you do this to yourself?

How long are you gonna do this for, huh?

How long are you gonna keep torturing her?

How long are you gonna let him emotionally blackmail you?

How long has it been since you last worked?

How long have we been doing this shit, huh?

How long have we known each other?

How long have you been here?

How many fucking times do we have to go through this?

How radiant you look tending to your son.

How ridiculous?

How's that doing me a favor?

How's that?

I always stay here monthly.

I am awake.

I am awake.

I am doing you a fucking favor.

I am not going to see him.

I am the manager.

I believe that it will.

I bet you sounded exactly the same when you were 14,

I can give her a kiss.

I can make it for you.

I can make it just the two of us.

I can't believe you guys haven't taken an acting class.

I can't do it ever again.

I can't even believe you'd talk to me

I can't live like this.

I can't make it tonight.

I can't see you anymore. That's it.

I can't!

I can't.

I can't.

I carry the load every fucking day,

I carry the load for all of you.

I couldn't help but notice what a great mother you are.

I did.

I didn't care.

I didn't care.

I didn't even believe in God.

I didn't even know I was doing it.

I didn't go fishing for her, okay?

I didn't quit.

I didn't say anything, but she wasn't for you.

I didn't swear, and no girls.

I didn't swear, and no girls.

I don't care how smart you are, how interesting you are,

I don't care how terrible that monster is,

I don't dance.

I don't even know who I am.

I don't get it.

I don't give a shit.

I don't know a goddamn thing.

I don't know anything anymore.

I don't know how much I trust them.

I don't know if you remember,

I don't know what I'll do.

I don't know whether to be pissed or happy

I don't know, around 7:00?

I don't know, she wanted to talk to you.

I don't know; Maybe he's managing some other hotel.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know. I don't know.

I don't need your love.

I don't remember.

I don't tend to scope out new clients on the street,

I don't think she's had sex with dad since you were born.

I don't understand how four people

I don't understand it.

I don't understand this family.

I don't understand.

I don't want anything from you

I don't want to do other things.

I eat two yams!

I eat two yams. Two!

I feel like I can relax.

I got caught up, and it...

I got to get going.

I guess I got a little comfortable,

I guess I notice that 'cause of my work.

I had this rabbi who ran the yeshive

I have a meeting at 8:00.

I have some mashed potatoes from yesterday.

I have this friend from school.

I haven't been with that many girls.

I haven't.

I heard you were gonna teach

I heard your spiel out there, by the way,

I just can't deal with mom and dad.

I just can't deal with them...

I just can't.

I just couldn't help notice

I just couldn't...

I just did it.

I just lost it.

I just want to make love to you.

I just wanted to say I'm so sorry.

I just...

I just... I don't think that's me.

I kiss her,

I know 14 year old girls who sound like you do.

I know of an eight room suite on Broadway

I know you cooked and everything,

I know, but I don't know what to do.

I know; Half the city of Paris was after you.

I left him.

I let myself in.

I love the one with the motorcycle.

I made you a soup, and I have salmon and a green salad.

I mean, he's 35 years old,

I mean, he's got these crazy compulsive eating habits.

I mean, he's not cocky about it either.

I mean, he's not cocky about it either.

I mean, I... I can't deal with them moving the piano.

I mean, I'm staying at this woman's place anyway.

I mean, if I promise a girl the moon,

I mean, if you...

I mean, people who have an inner shine

I mean, the way you acted,

I mean, the world's crawling with Asian...

I mean, they put on a show when you come over,

I mean, they're not getting along,

I mean, you're up there, you've got all that gripping oratory,

I mean, your muscles are still there and everything,

I might have a stake in some stale company.

I must extend my reservation.

I need to make love to you.

I needed his.

I never needed your love.

I personally have two girls out at an audition right now,

I remember everything.

I see him. I'm here, aren't I?

I see.

I should go.

I still have that beautiful jacket I bought for you.

I still, to this day, have no idea

I think it's great.

I think it's time we moved on to a new business model.

I think you always felt that I needed something,

I think you guys would do really well with it.

I thought you were the one handing out favors.

I told her, he can kill himself if he wants to.

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix it!

I told you to fix your room before I came back!

I tried. I... I'm sorry.

I used to take classes myself.

I used to think so.

I want to be the first to...

I want to make love to you.

I want to make love to you.

I want to make some eye contact,

I wanted my freedom.

I was afraid.

I was in love,

I was so sure you'd tell her.

I was the only nonreligious kid in my class.

I was with someone a long time ago,

I wasn't going to share while you sat on your ass

I went to when I was a kid.

I won't be here.

I would feel guilty about hanging out with my friends,

I would go into a room,

I would say you're in love with the sound of your own voice

I wouldn't say a lot. We hang out occasionally.

I wouldn't want to rock the boat.

I'd like to take a room for the month.

I'd love to hear one of your compositions one of these days.

I'd suggest full body shots as well.

I'll be gone by the time you wake up...

I'll be in your neighborhood,

I'll kill you!

I'll kill you.

I'll play it for you later. I can't wait.

I'll show you. I don't i don't...

I'll sleep on the couch.

I'll take my happiness.

I'll take my pain.

I'll tell my brother that you came by.

I'll tell you the worst part about getting old.

I'm alive.

I'm alive.

I'm an agent with a&m,

I'm getting the movers back up here.

I'm going crazy.

I'm going to mom and dad's.

I'm gonna be late for school.

I'm gonna go to the bathroom.

I'm gonna start the carrots now, mom.

I'm gonna use it myself if I ever give one of those.

I'm good with special diets,

I'm just practicing.

I'm just sorry, all right?

I'm just taking out a loan.

I'm just telling you I'm taking out a loan.

I'm just telling you this in the interest of honesty.

I'm just... I'm doing this...

I'm just... I'm saying that while you can still stay here,

I'm moving back to mom and dad's.

I'm not going to feed you!

I'm not promising you anything.

I'm not trying to pick you up.

I'm not working.

I'm seeing our son for dinner

I'm sick of it, all right

I'm sorry to come over so late,

I'm sorry, but now isn't such a good time to...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. You're sorry?

I'm sure it... Yeah, yeah

I'm sure the salmon...

I'm sure you knew a lot of handsome men.

I'm telling you I'm sorry, and you saying I'm not

I'm tired of doing other things.

I'm... I know.

I've been trying to work up the courage to return her gaze.

I've got a meeting going on in there.

I've never heard that much self hatred before.

I've never seen you like this.

I've seen the way she looks at you.

Ice queen, with that temper?

If I can demonstrate I have a real setup,

If I were you.

If in no one else's.

If she was, I guess she'd be here, huh?

If that's what you're looking for,

If the salmon isn't enough.

If there's something wrong,

If we want it to be fixed.

If you cook all these, you're gonna have to throw them out.

If you didn't sound like you fucking hate yourself.

If you didn't sound like you fucking hate yourself.

If you have a secret,

If you have no secrets,

If you're interested in doing some modeling work,

If you're just here to get a few photos taken,

If you're truly committed,

Il y a quelqu'un pour vous a l'appareil.

In another lifetime.

In her breath,

In some ways, yeah.

In the event it doesn't work out,

In the morning, she needs a kiss from your big brother.

In the muscles under her skin.

In the part of herself that she trusted in the most,

In the sweet perfume of her sweat,

In, like, every single way,

Into your own trembling, weakening hands.

Is everything all right?

Is gonna add up to something good later,

Is he a homosexual?

Is he a new partner?

Is he fucking you?

Is he sick?

Is it fear?

Is looking at me like gazing into the abyss?

Is that what you wanted to have dinner to talk to me about,

Is that your piano?

Is there something maybe I can help you guys with?

Isn't gonna change that I'm sorry.

Isn't he staying with...

Isn't it?

It becomes part of who we are, and we all despise ourselves.

It doesn't change.

It doesn't work out for her,

It hurts too much... Stop.

It just can't be this loud out here.

It just makes me feel like everything I knew is a lie.

It made me feel guilty every goddamn day of my life.

It might cost a little something extra at first,

It might not be a bad idea

It might not be what you want them to feel,

It takes a while to...

It'll be really good for you.

It'll probably be good for a month or two,

It's all right, I'll give you a lesson.

It's already in?

It's because you won't eat. Why won't you eat?

It's been a long day.

It's been too long.

It's been too long.

It's boring.

It's fine.

It's fine.

It's for you.

It's getting lectured by kids

It's getting lectured by kids who think they know everything.

It's gonna help you channel some of that anger.

It's important to keep working.

It's just... it's just right here.

It's kind of a mess right now

It's like a disease.

It's like a sword hanging over my head.

It's like he knows everything

It's like I have to push things a little bit further.

It's like you never even talked to a woman before.

It's me.

It's not a competition, is it?

It's not a fucking trick.

It's not like I did anything terrible to you.

It's not so bad. That's nice.

It's okay, I just put too many yams on.

It's okay.

It's public domain.

It's right around the corner.

It's right through there, yeah.

It's scary,

It's scary.

It's so much less work.

It's so pathetic.

It's the truth.

It's this whole thing.

It's too soon. It's too soon.

It's too soon. It's too soon.

It's waiting in your father's closet

It's what we don't know...

It's worse, really,

Jesus Christ, you look better than my brother.

Jesus Christ.

Jesus, this will steady the boat.

Jesus, what's wrong with your hand?

******* guilt.

Just floating through reality

Just for a minute. I won't bother you.

Just forget it. Forget what?

Just get all your shit and come stay here.

Just like you.

Just move it back it into the room.

Just please fucking eat like a normal human being.

Just so that he isn't indecent in his own eyes

Just the opposite.

Keep your secrets.

Keeping things realistic, that's horrible.

Keeps me interested in what I'm doing, so...

Lache moi.

Laisse moi!

Laisse moi.

Laisse moi.

Laisse moi.

Laisse moi.

Laisse moi. Lache moi.

Leads to bitter disappointment.

Leave me alone!

Leave me alone.

Leave me...

Let go of me!

Let go of me! All right.

Let go of me. Let go of me.

Let go.

Let's go to my hotel.

Like a man for once in your life.

Like a spoiled brat until daddy, or in this case,

Like being with an old woman

Like I was somebody else.

Like it was happening to somebody else.

Like the native of some alien planet

Like the penny ante cons they truly are.

Like you were doing before I showed up.

Like you're in love?

Listen, I have to go. I have some people here.

Listen, just take the acting class.

Look at that beautiful face.

Look at the clothes you're wearing.

Look, look, look, just forget about it.

Look, you should stay here.

Lower your expectations,

Lulled by the numb response of your own nerves to her flesh,

Ma'am, he was the second of your acquaintances

Madame,

Marriage is about what people need,

Maybe church president. The sky's the limit.

Maybe dad will take me.

Maybe I didn't have anything to give to her, mom.

Maybe I have nothing to give to anyone.

Maybe if you've got a nothing hand.

Maybe not.

Maybe not.

Maybe not. Why?

Maybe to become one of the 12 apostles,

Maybe we can interrogate her about her experience?

Maybe you can give her a kiss today.

Maybe you used to, but we don't do that anymore.

Maybe. Maybe I do.

Me.

Me.

Men chased me all around the city.

Men chased me all around the city.

Might be lessened.

Millionaires.

Mm hmm.

Mm, no.

Mm.

Mm. Mm.

Mom, why do you let him push you around like that?

Mom!

Mom!

Mom?

Mom?

Mom?

Mom.

Mom.

More than 30 blocks from the house.

My brother's not here.

My brother's there, remember?

My d... I'm cooking my dinner.

My mistake. Um...

Neat trick?

Needed your love somehow in order to keep me alive.

Never mind that we never transcend;

Never show what you feel.

Nice.

No bond, no questions asked.

No matter what I did.

No one was going to pin me down, not me.

No one's been sent out for over three months.

No wonder you pitch such a smooth line.

No, he's just crazy.

No, I don't want that. No!

No, I mean, this whole thing is just...

No, I mean, you should...

No, I never went to college. I meant grade school.

No, I told you, I'm not an actress.

No, I'm not fucking going with you.

No, no, my brother's there now.

No, no, no, not her. The, um...

No, no, you already used that one

No, no.

No, oh, my God, no. Stop talking.

No, please stay.

No, you know, I'm sorry.

No, you're not.

No, you're not.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No. Mean, you said it yourself;

No. No, I've got some stuff to do this afternoon.

Non.

None of it.

Not a single fucking thing

Not ever, right?

Not for me.

Not now!

Not now? Not ever, right?

Not so much fun sometimes.

Not so much that I can't tell

Not what they want.

Not yet.

Nothing?

Nothing.

Nothing.

Now I actually teach one.

Now it's like you're this mouse in a gigantic maze.

Now, come on. Let's get your things.

Now, for 10 grand,

Now, I also know a couple young agents working at the bigs

Now, I am not promising you the moon,

Now, in the meantime,

Now, listen.

Of all the boys that was fighting,

Of bamboozled girls off the street and housewives

Of course not for you unless you get out of the house.

Of course, there are a few tricks that are good to know.

Of course, you're free to go to any photographer you'd like,

Of giving you a speech or a lecture

Of her flesh to your touch,

Of her reaction to every new touch and sensation.

Of her tears;

Of the world trade center at about 12:15,

Of what?

Oh ho, I'm not that young.

Oh, but you can always play one of your old ones.

Oh, he reminds me of who I wished I was.

Oh, it was just someone asking questions.

Oh, jeez.

Oh, my God.

Oh, that's putting it nicely.

Oh, that's too bad.

Oh, this is nice.

Oh, we don't rent by the month.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, you don't have to tell him.

Oh, you'll find the right girl.

Oh!

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh. Nice space.

Okay, all right. I take them out.

Okay, let's just not talk about it, okay?

Okay, so long.

Okay, thanks.

Okay, what is it?

Okay?

Okay.

Okay.

Old? I'm 40.

On her looks, even in the most modest way,

On level b2 of the garage below the vista hotel.

On the possibility she may actually get it some day.

One of these acting classes yourself.

Open the closet,

Or worse, she finds out it wasn't there to begin with,

Or you can fucking stay here and rot

Other than his coworkers.

Others have found us in a number of different ways.

Over and over,

Particularly for actors' headshots.

Play some music, man; Make some money.

Please don't leave.

Please.

Point is, God's eye was on me every second of my life.

Preventing what could have been a disaster from occurring

Promise me you won't go back there.

Real nice.

Really. I don't know how to dance.

Reinforced concrete in the garage

Religion's just a con, man, like everything else.

Right?

Right.

Rock the boat?

Saying he was with a gun in his room,

Scurrying into the streets.

Secondly, a couple of girls that I brought in

See, I resent it every time I feel guilty,

Sending many of the 130,000 people

She believes she deserves

She came to me, and I wasn't about to chase her off.

She goes and calls her guys, you know, her friends,

She makes plans and does nothing.

She needs a good morning kiss from you.

She saw us all scrambling around on the playground,

She'll be right here.

She's amazing.

She's an ice queen.

She's been told she's a looker

She's coming.

She's frigid.

She's gonna figure she gave it a shot and lets it go,

She's just coming now.

She's just old,

She's not gonna believe the world came to an end;

She's really into you too.

Should I not have said anything to you?

Shut up. Slap!

Since high school.

Since the dawn of human comprehension.

Since the day she was able to smear on her mommy's lipstick.

Slap!

Slap!

Slap!

Slap!

Slap!

Slap! Oh, God, so good.

Slap! Oh!

Slap! Slap! Slap!

So beautiful, and you hide it under theseshmates.

So beautiful.

So don't tell me I'm being spared.

So he doesn't have to let anything else in;

So how's work?

So I didn't drink, I didn't smoke,

So I don't mean to be rude.

So I push him away,

So I'm actually protecting the operation.

So if anybody needs to use it, use it now.

So if anything's going on, I should be cut in on the deal.

So now if some girl gets mad

So thanks so much, and bye.

So that by the time I'm old and bored,

So who's worse, huh?

So you can be free.

So you can be spared the realities

So you can spare me pain later?

So you don't have to hear the truth?

So you don't have to worry about her.

So you want to ruin my happiness now

So you won't mind if I say a few words, then.

So you're gonna need cash.

So, pa, I guess you're gonna have to go for me.

Some guys just need help when it comes to the opposite sex,

Some of you have met me before,

Some speech.

Some things cannot be fixed.

Someone like him actually exists.

Someone might mean him any harm?

Someone who can help you.

Sometimes I feel like I am a ghost.

Soon.

Soon.

Sorry?

Sorry... sorry if I scared you.

Sounds to me like you're the one who's free

Sources say a huge bomb exploded

Spared?

Spending a lot of time with the new kid.

Start taking care of yourself. Jesus, man, come on.

Started sitting on my ass and letting girls find me.

Staying with...

Stop by our offices 9:00 in the morning on Saturday.

Stop it.

Stop making mom

Stop.

Stop. Stop right there.

Studying them, wondering what they are,

Suit yourself.

Sure. Heard about that.

Sweet perfume that can make you dizzy.

Take it easy. I'm not pressuring you.

Taking an acting class before in their lives.

Ten years,

Than being old and holding youth in your hands,

Thank you all for coming. I know it's early.

Thanks, Joe.

Thanks.

That are supposed to care about each other

That ever crossed your mind?

That every mystery, once revealed,

That for everything you lose, you'll gain something.

That he actually creates problems for himself

That I can get from this landlord I know

That I... I wouldn't want to bore you with it.

That I'm gonna get to the bottom of.

That I've heard 1,000 times before,

That is the most honest, decent, practical part of her soul.

That just means you have more to reveal.

That kind of thing.

That nothing thing was a neat trick.

That sets you apart, something real.

That she allowed her basest desires

That the city doesn't beat out of them.

That the furniture would be here?

That wasn't tricks; That was real.

That we don't already know.

That whole line about keeping expectations low,

That woman came here looking for you.

That's a great... That's a great question

That's enough.

That's how she tells it.

That's it?

That's not why I'm telling you this.

That's not why I'm telling you this.

That's probably for the best.

That's really sweet of you, you know.

That's the business.

That's the curse I'm talking about:

That's the game clock you're looking at.

That's the second time that you've accused me

That's the worst part.

That's what it's like to be 40

That's what you wanted, isn't it?

That's what's so deceptive about...

That's when we do our open calls.

That's why the ladies love it

The Asian one.

The Asian woman that you're staying with.

The BBB, comes in and makes it their business

The business?

The deeper the ice, the louder it cracks.

The explosion rocked the twin towers

The less I wanted them.

The less interested you were in them?

The more I ignored them, the more they chased me.

The more they chased me,

The more they wanted you,

The more you do, the less room you give your audience to feel.

The mystery that holds within it

The older the woman in your hands gets,

The only requirement is an actual address.

The only thing I don't want are your goddamn favors.

The point of loving, the point of touching.

The police?

The possibility for transcendence.

The rest of us have to deal with every fucking day?

The souring perfume of her sweat;

The souring smell of her old guts

The thrill of novelty or the forbidden.

The two of you are up to something.

The yams are boiling! Oh, my God.

Their sweat is electric.

Then at least for a while, she's high

Then I'll just... I won't; You know, I'll go back.

Then we should do something about it.

There are 20 less seconds on the shot clock.

There are some things I need to tell him.

There are still a few in town that offer monthly rates,

There is no furniture, is there?

There is nothing that cannot be fixed

There never was anything, was there?

There was a boy, a handsome boy from Sweden,

There you are. Thanks.

There's a giant piece of glass where a wall should be

There's a guy who hasn't been with too many girls.

There's a lot of them out there, man.

There's a policy?

They flung themselves off buildings.

They threatened suicide,

They were telling me that I was something special

They zero in on the weak one and make him work twice as hard.

They're all over the place.

They're never even gonna get an audition for, much less book.

This could be step one to having

This guy really gets results right here.

This guy, he's great too, but he's a little pricey.

This guy's just a guy I do an occasional favor for.

This guy's not gonna hold this place for me forever.

This has nothing to do with a piano.

This is my stop.

This may be purgatory,

This place might be, like, a real agency.

This whole family can go to hell, for all I care.

Those are fantastic. Yeah.

Those are great.

Thud!

Thud!

Thud!

To be doing the bullshit you're doing.

To die violently in as many weeks.

To get hold of her for a moment and now she's back on track.

To have the moon handed to her on a string.

To shut us down just to shut her up.

To take responsibility that nature has abdicated

To tell me that she got a callback

To use it for your own purpose.

To work on commission after the way...

Today I and several of my colleagues

Too many girls.

Too many girls.

Too many girls.

Too soon for what?

Ugh.

Ugh. Get off!

Uh, but... but, you know,

Uh, I mean this with all due respect,

Uh, I've been here about three months.

Uh, you know, nothing mysterious.

Uh...

Um, can I use your bathroom?

Um, it's over...

Um, let's go to your new office.

Um... I have... Did you have something at 6:00?

Uncles staring at her and jerking off

Under their pants at family picnics.

Unless I went to see him.

Unlike others like it who are forced to move

Unlike others like it who are forced to move

Until I realized that

We all know it, we still want to fooled,

We both know the answer to that.

We can do other things.

We can do other things.

We can do other things.

We can just point to the ones who are,

We checked if you've been sending other girls out,

We despise what we know, because once we know it,

We do Christmas catalogs and commercials,

We got our first furniture delivery in today.

We have the fastest growing faith on the earth.

We highly recommend.

We just license it to everyone else.

We know this is very hard for you,

We specialize in real people who have a little something extra.

We were partners. You cut me out.

We... we... we've met before.

We'll get the movers and bring it here.

We'll match the level of your commitment.

We're actually friends now.

We're cool, right?

We're cool, right?

We're in the big city.

We're just having a conversation, okay?

We're like Sunday buddies.

We're not a star agency.

We're not accusing you of anything, ma'am.

We've been here for over an hour.

Well, but she wasn't for you.

Well, hey, I got a callback.

Well, I don't know when he decided

Well, I guess I wouldn't remember.

Well, I just put a few extra.

Well, I knew he would never leave me.

Well, I think the copyright's expired at this point.

Well, I thought you broke up with...

Well, I... I don't know if now is such a good time.

Well, I'm sure the salmon will be...

Well, that young lady came in to me today

Well, the class is $475 this month.

Well, then allow him to do you this favor

Well, then I'm safe in assuming you're familiar

Well, then they get to sell it,

Well, this place is tiny.

Well, those are keys to our new office.

Well, we've spent a lot of money.

Well, what about my piano?

Well, why didn't he say anything

Well, yeah, thanks.

Well, you won't.

What about the boss?

What about the two of you?

What about you? You go out and torture women

What are you ashamed of?

What are you doing here?

What are you doing?

What are you gonna do?

What are you leaving her with, then?

What are you talking about, "sins"?

What are you talking about?

What are you talking about? What's going on?

What are you, some kind of robot?

What do you mean, "what am I doing?"

What do you mean, not for you?

What do you mean?

What do you want from me?

What do you want, mom?

What does she have left?

What happened to the other manager?

What happened?

What happened?

What happened?

What happened?

What I want you to do is to fool me,

What if this business thing that you're talking about

What kind of favors?

What kind of thing?

What makes you think that you are the one dreaming it?

What sins?

What the hell are you talking about?

What the hell is wrong with you?

What the point of going on living,

What they think they should be feeling,

What we do here by calling it work?

What woman?

What you're looking at isn't real,

What you're selling is the mystery,

What?

What...

What...

What's that?

What's this?

Whatever part you're playing,

When I came back to Paris living with my mother,

When I was eight, my dad split.

When she can't trust anything anymore,

When will you be leaving us?

When you walk into that room,

When you're young

When?

Where nothing is real.

Where she got us hooked up with the Mormon church.

Which is all the time,

Which is better than having them feel the wrong thing.

Which is what I'm trying to do.

Which is why you're talking to the Jew, right?

While you're spouting some idiotic line

Who are willing to jump ship

Who brought in all those lookers?

Who doesn't want pretty girls around, man.

Who either work or visit the towers each day

Who had any kind of cohesiveness or connection to himself

Who have never done anything wrong to you.

Who is this guy, another college buddy?

Who made you the one who decides what the truth is?

Who might jump ship when the water gets rough.

Who never considered

Who think that all the shit you're going through now

Who was it?

Who's had to work all her life for everything she has,

Who's the fucking worst?

Whose family had a lot of money...

Why are you telling me this?

Why did you marry dad?

Why didn't you join a real agency in the first place?

Why doesn't he just come over here?

Why don't you give it back so I can show you a turn?

Why don't you take the lead for a minute?

Why everyone under the age of 30

Why is that so fucking wrong?

Why my parents sent me there.

Why won't you leave me alone?

Why would you do this to yourself?

Why you can't make them do what you want them to do.

Why?

Why?

Why? So you can torture mom?

Why? This is so much better.

Why? What's so great about work?

Why'd she come here?

Will be evaluating you personally,

With an old guy so you can feel relaxed?

With only three name changes and one move.

With our policy with recruiting girls who look like that.

With some people from Seattle

Without being invaded by your bullshit about nothing.

Without ever having studied anything.

Without giving your mother a kiss?

Without really touching anything.

Would you like a brochure?

Yeah, but some people still stick it out, though, right?

Yeah, everything's fine.

Yeah, I guess I got a distressing honest streak.

Yeah, I haven't been composing recently.

Yeah, I'll come over for dinner

Yeah, it's like a poker face, right?

Yeah, it's not that simple, you know?

Yeah, sorry, God.

Yeah, the problem is, we've been promised work

Yeah, we own the original patent;

Yeah, we're natural salesmen.

Yeah, well, I thought that, uh...

Yeah, you can it weekly. That's fine.

Yeah, you know what? I...

Yeah? I can't wait to hear it.

Yeah? You got any bright ideas?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yep, I understand. She'll...

Yes, but it's got to be in cash,

Yes?

Yes?

Yes. Hold on a moment.

You can check us out with the BBB.

You can finish it yourself.

You can get in on it if you want to come.

You can get your own fucking self to the hospital

You can go to hell.

You can kiss her after school.

You can move all that shit away from the wall there

You can say whatever you want to say,

You can sense life in the jittery convulsions

You can smell life

You can, um...

You can't just come crashing in any time you want to.

You can't leave him alone.

You didn't break.

You do smell kind of different from younger guys.

You do want it. You just don't want it from me.

You don't ask him to do anything.

You don't have to talk like that.

You don't know how weak he is.

You don't see him the way I see him.

You don't see how weak he is.

You ever thought about that? Hmmph.

You get a cut?

You get your own fucking self to a hospital.

You got right back on the saddle.

You got to get yourself to a hospital.

You grow lulled by the lazy response

You grow numb to the horror.

You guys are characters, okay?

You guys are very beautiful, but you're...

You guys haven't taken an acting class ever?

You have to come to school to see my teacher.

You have to eat like a normal human being.

You haven't seen him for a while.

You just don't want it from me.

You just need to find the right girl.

You keep a monster in the closet,

You keep your cards close to your vest,

You knew all along.

You know how long this operation's been running?

You know it had to be moved in here somehow.

You know it, I know it, the people in the room know it,

You know the piano wasn't always here, right?

You know what I don't understand?

You know what I'm doing here.

You know what you said in that acting class?

You know what?

You know, I don't think she's ever had an orgasm, man.

You know, I don't... I don't totally understand you.

You know, I thought I had a really great office

You know, I wasn't expecting to feel anything,

You know, it's a miracle I'm not in a hospital right now

You know, monthly saves you $30 per class, though.

You know, personally, she really scares me.

You know, she can tell herself it was temporary madness,

You know, this could be a real thing.

You know, you are way too overqualified

You know, you should come out.

You look at it long enough,

You look like you're in a good mood...

You mind if I drop in, pick up a few pointers?

You moved that little girl in with you.

You need someone who's more your equal.

You need to find someone who can...

You never listen!

You probably shouldn't be here.

You promise her that moon and don't give it to her,

You put a poor man in a palace, he'll sing like a bird.

You quit.

You remember her?

You said it.

You said you weren't.

You say anything to make him stop playing,

You say you want to do me a favor,

You should come in. They're really lonely.

You should come live in this apartment

You should feel guilty

You should have seen him then.

You should start working. That's what you should do.

You shouldn't be cooking for him anyway.

You shouldn't be there anyway.

You stare at those hands,

You stare down at your hands

You still have your place.

You still seeing that beautiful girl?

You stopped working.

You stopped working.

You take a girl like that girl you just had in here,

You take another girl, like that girl,

You tell him it's got to stop, will you?

You think it's so easy. I mean, I'm trying.

You used to be able to see the sky here when I was a kid.

You visited long ago

You want to come in, meet my friends?

You want to come into my office?

You want to hang out

You were right to be worried about that thing.

You were the last person to see him

You work all the time. What's so great about your life

You'll find you have a hell of a partner.

You'll need headshots.

You're a criminal, and you're a liar.

You're a criminal.

You're boring.

You're boring.

You're depressed.

You're doing too much.

You're giving them nothing, nothing they can use, anyways.

You're hurt.

You're lucky I let you back here.

You're not gonna move it now?

You're not having any fun, are you?

You're not sharing in it

You're not the only one

You're nothing.

You're overthinking this.

You're probably not for us.

You're provoked by the life in her skin;

You're sorry?

You're the one who fucked up your own motherfucking life.

You're the strong one.

You're the worst, man. You're the fucking worst.

You're way to good for this life.

You've been talking all day.

You've been with too many girls.

You've been with too many girls.

You've been with too many...

You've got girls to bring over.

You've got nothing to offer.

You've got nothing. People think you got something.

You've got to get out of the house...

Young ones, young ones, young ones, young ones.

Your brother tells me you're a composer.

Your brother wrote a new piece.

Your brother?

Your work?

Your yams are on the stove, two of them.

50 grand for eight rooms on Broadway?

50 grand.

And you trust me? I don't trust you either.

Christen it? I wouldn't use that word.

Come on. Let's go.

come on. No.

Hey, dad. My son.

Hey, look, all right. I don't need to be here.

I did? Yeah, you did.

I don't know. Why?

I'll call you. Okay.

I'm not old. No.

I'm not say... You don't give me any credit.

No. Never.

No. No?

No. No.

On this apartment? Right.

Ready to go, darling. Let's go.

Sure. Okay.

We can't do that. What?

We're models. Wow, okay.

We're not actors. We're not here for acting.

What are all these yams? If you're still hungry.

What's the problem? Too soon?

What's the problem? Too soon?

You think so? Mm hmm.

, and if I'm sitting in that room

, and this studio's excellent

, I mean, yeah, I'll move in here

, look, you know, I'm cooking my dinner right now

'cause I didn't sign you guys

'Cause I don't want to start in some horrible mail room.

'Cause I'm gonna use it,

'cause it's got to stop.

'Cause the ladies love the turn

'cause you wouldn't be old.

'Cause you've got nothing to show us

"You just didn't have the stuff.

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